Bad News

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This is not a very good week for me.  There are so many things that are just not going well right now.  Me not posting very frequently is usually a good indicator that things are not good, as the things I need to say are not very positive or interesting.  I am struggling on so many fronts right now and not seeing much success.  It is so very unsettling for me with so much up in the air.  I can not stand the instability, and do not really have the control to change the situation.  I am on a deserted island, and I have to find a way to get off.  I need to get the control back…thats what us control freaks do.

I had a great conversation with Jessica S. about NABBA and how there seems to be some life appearing in the upper echelons of NABBA.  I hope it can pick up steam and progress can be made.  I certainly will do what I can.  I hope they can soon enough.

A good friend is coming into town next week that I really need to talk to.  His advice is so valuable to me and beyond needed at this point.

I am starting to wonder if I am up for the fight anymore.